Friday, December 19, 2008 @11:00 PM
alright. after being missing in action for such a long time, i am back again. not exactly in a good mood to blog though. will be leaving for hongkong tomorrow and should be away for 2 weeks or so. other than looking forward to indulging in good food and shopping, i was extremely excited about spending time with my family and loved ones, especially my dog. well, it has always been the reason why i want to visit hongkong almost every holiday. i guess now i have one less motivation to go back during hols. i received the phone call i dreaded the most. i miss her so much. i really do.

"why didn't she wait for me to go back? it's just one more day..."
"maybe she didn't want you to be upset and send her off in tears..."
thank you for spending 18 years with me. i love you.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!