Thursday, February 07, 2008 @1:08 AM
i took a look at my previous post and realise its been exactly a month since i last updated the blog. hmm.. was quite caught up with stuff and i guess its partly due to my laziness as well. haha. its chinese new year again! my favourite festival of the year and im so glad that i get to spend this CNY in singapore with my family and friends before i leave for australia.. it suddenly dawn on me that i have only got less than 2 weeks left! haha. its amazing how the day i have been looking forward to is finally here. and when its here, i somehow do feel a little lost and insecure? ermmm perhaps im thinking too much. oh well... what will be, will be. its pretty pointless to dwell too much into it. i hope i made the right decision to pursue my studies overseas, i hope i will be mentally and emotionally strong enough to handle matters on my own in the future, i hope my family will not have to worry about whether i have enough food for lunch or money to spend, or time to rest... arrghh. is this what people call the pre-departure syndrome or something? hahahahhahaha. i am like so paranoid can... :((
okay. its time to move on.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
