Sunday, October 14, 2007 @6:05 PM
was in quite a down mood for the past few days, with some misunderstandings and somethings that i am still trying to accept ad come to terms with. i guess mom was quite sensitive and she picked up some hints that i wasnt being myself. though she attempted to pry open my well sealed mouth and find out what exactly was going on, i decided to stay mummed for the time being. okay thats the usual stubborn me. but mom was very supporting and assured me that no matter what happens, she will be here to share my problems. i am very glad that she understands what i need right now. not naggings and scoldings, not persistant questionings but some personal time and space for me to sort out my thoughts. thanks mom. love you lots.
though things dont seem very optimistic right now, i shall continue smiling. its a curve that can straighten all things out :) learning to face problems with a positive attitude. its a more efficient way to tackle problems than to wallow in self pity and wasting my youth away!
i laugh i joke i play, but that doesnt mean i dont care.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
