life been pretty bad recently. and my mood hasnt been quite good either. its like i constantly feel irritated and restless. arghhh. this is not pms! well.. i guess things will be fine soon. everything seem to have quieten down. the matter is kindof over and i hope to get over it as soon as possible. i need to move on. gotta thank noel for being with me all these times when i felt uncertain and upset. i really feel much better after talking and listening to him. he's really my idol for now man! serious. i look up to him as a role model. i love the way he look at matters, the way he handles situations, the way he speaks to patients, the way he communicate with his co-workers, the way he view life...and etc etc. its really admirable :) haha. gotta learn from him man. and he really changed me quite a bit after numerous sessions of thoughts sharing and outings :)) im still quite surprised by the fact that we actually click so well so quickly! haha. i still remembered the first time when we work together and how he initiated a conversation with me. i thought this guy really knows me and he tries to understand me sincerely. i haven got someone that is so willing and keen to listen and understand me before. and we actually have an age gap of 8 years! oh my goodness. i was in primary 6 when he was in university!!! hahahahahha. thats so amazzingg! i am super uber lucky to meet such a great mentor.

its the end of september. another month has passed. and i am a little closer to my new phase of life. i am looking forward to it. honestly, i do hope to leave singapore for a change. its not that i dont enjoy the life or the company of family and friends i have here. but i am curious how i will do out there alone in a foreign land.. how life is going to be like in a new environment.. perhaps only then will i realise how great it is to be at home. (i am very satisfied with what i have now and i know i need to cherish them hard :))

late night kbox session with climbing club (huiwen, jooli and jingsheng) on thursday was fantastic! haha. love them to bits and pieces! watching taiwan drama serials with them is really amusing and entertaining :) its so funny to see how each of us react differently to a particular scene and how we critisize almost everything of the characters. hahahaha.

okay. its late and i gotta sleep. haven been sleeping well for nights and i should try to take a good rest tonight.

Busy playing guitar; vivo land!