Wednesday, September 20, 2006 @9:01 PM
its been more than 2 weeks since i last updated. prelims is ending. which is supposed to be something to be happy about. i guess some words set me thinking again. (haha like when can i ever stop thinking so much). i hope i am not holding my expectations too high. maybe its really impossible. but please dont tell me to give up. all i need is someone to believe in me. trust me that i will do my best. my dreams will come true. i am not building sandcastles in the air. tell me i am not. i dont know where i am heading. seriously. everything seem so difficult. my future? what is it like. i have no idea. perhaps i can make things easier and choose a less tough path to go. but thats not what i want. i dont want to regret it 10 years down the road. at the same time, i am afraid that i will be disappointed in the end. and i know by then i would have no idea as to what else i can do. give me a chance. its just a small dream. dont ask me to give up, please.
dont try to put me down. it will only make me stronger. and i mean it.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
