Saturday, September 23, 2006 @8:31 PM
prelims finally ended. i guess i've done my best and now i can only hope for the best. thank you so much to those that tagged. i haven give up. and i dont intend to. but sometimes i cant help but wonder if it is too selfish of me to pursue my dream so stubbornly. of course, i am glad that my family is so supportive of me. i've already spent nearly thousand dollars applying for schools and registering for tests. i really hope i am not wasting my parents money. so i guess i will do what i have to do. and i know i have the support of everyone that loves me :)
insecured.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 @9:01 PM
its been more than 2 weeks since i last updated. prelims is ending. which is supposed to be something to be happy about. i guess some words set me thinking again. (haha like when can i ever stop thinking so much). i hope i am not holding my expectations too high. maybe its really impossible. but please dont tell me to give up. all i need is someone to believe in me. trust me that i will do my best. my dreams will come true. i am not building sandcastles in the air. tell me i am not. i dont know where i am heading. seriously. everything seem so difficult. my future? what is it like. i have no idea. perhaps i can make things easier and choose a less tough path to go. but thats not what i want. i dont want to regret it 10 years down the road. at the same time, i am afraid that i will be disappointed in the end. and i know by then i would have no idea as to what else i can do. give me a chance. its just a small dream. dont ask me to give up, please.
dont try to put me down. it will only make me stronger. and i mean it.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Saturday, September 02, 2006 @10:54 PM
对不起不知为什么我跨跃了自己画下的那条线不会有下次了lets hope that time will pass really quickily. how i wish i can take prelims now! get it over and done with. hmm. 3 more weeks before i take a short break. i dont want to disappoint anyone. i wasnt myself yesterday. whats wrong
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
