Saturday, August 26, 2006 @11:17 PM
maybe this is the way. the way to forget the fact that i am not happy. getting myself occupied. i don wish to put on a fake smile anymore. tell me what to do. how to tell you i am okay and not to worry when i am so afraid. how to joke and play around with you when i just feel like hiding up. how to stay confident and positive when i have lost my directions. perhaps i need a compass. get me back to the path i was on. i want to get back on track.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!