Saturday, August 26, 2006 @11:17 PM
maybe this is the way. the way to forget the fact that i am not happy. getting myself occupied. i don wish to put on a fake smile anymore. tell me what to do. how to tell you i am okay and not to worry when i am so afraid. how to joke and play around with you when i just feel like hiding up. how to stay confident and positive when i have lost my directions. perhaps i need a compass. get me back to the path i was on. i want to get back on track.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Friday, August 25, 2006 @10:54 PM
我内心的恐惧
我真的很害怕
告诉我该怎么办
有很多话想说
面对着现实
我也只能用眼泪诉苦
我累了
装着若无其事的样子真的很累
我不想让期望成为失望
更不想一切落空
心中的害怕
该怎么办
好想放弃
不可以。绝对不可以
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Saturday, August 12, 2006 @11:11 PM
我们到底要到什么时候才不用带着面具见人?什么时候才不须用谎言来掩盖心中的空虚和彷徨?我快喘不过气来了要如何让泪水倒流好多想说的话要和谁说?让我快回到现实来吧我不想和寂寞做朋友。
let it be another night alone.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Tuesday, August 08, 2006 @10:59 PM
hmm. life has been quite busy. gotta prepare for prelims and our cip project! haha. finally the tshirts are out. thats great! :) actually i dont really have much things to blog about you see. glad that everyone's problems are settled. and i am not so bothered too. i always feel so screwed up when people around me got problems. hmm.. weird. eh. missing my old friends. its been like so long since i last met up with them! gosh. especially my buddy la. hahaa. pangseh him so many times already leh. haha. and my ex class. and council people! hmm. i better learn to treasure people around me.
When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
maybe that is what i am feeling right now
all by myself.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
