Sunday, April 30, 2006 @10:19 PM
thanks alot. glad to know that there are people that still cares :)
eh. getting real sick of jc and i cant wait to take my As and continue with life. this is so so sickening la. nevermind. i shall endure :) oh. having second thoughts of whether i should go for medicine. haha. actually business and management is not too bad a choice. how how? i need to find an aim real soon before i lose track of myself again. oh. i love random talking with huiwen. it feels great! kinda learned more about her and myself that day. huiwen! we will stick to each other for the whole day for atlantis. haha. so please dont get sick of me so soon ah. okay. i am going to sleep. tmr going for bike hike recce. haha exciting!
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006 @9:14 PM
maybe we should all learn how to appreciate what people have done for us. and not take others for granted. that includes you. dont take me for granted too.
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006 @6:49 PM
hmm. this week is kind of busy and confusing. haha. just hope that it will pass quickly!! haha. it will be better next week :) oh. kind of screwed up my chem spa. argh. nvm la. i knew i was too distracted recently. need to get back on track soon! just have to work harder for my actual paper ! haha. i broke a new record today. i talked to no more than 5 people since the start of the day till 12.30pm! haha. i am not dao huh. i am just demure and quiet :) haha. i know it doesnt sound convincing. but nvm. 2.4km napfa yesterday was quite okay though it wasnt my pb. but aiyah. i did my best la. so i am contended. juli was super fast lo. maybe she ate steriods. haha. i am just being random here!
oh yah. dragonboating last sunday was quite fun. i love rocking the dragonboat. haha. hope to go there often! :) i miss paddling too. i just love the waters. oh yl night was quite nice. though the food was so-so. took alot of photos too! shall upload them when i get them from the others. hehe. love your life.
it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes years to know love
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006 @10:39 PM
haha! today is such an exciting day! bike hike recce with my fellow bike hike ics (alice and mark) was damn fun lo. haha. three of us were damn high along the way :) made our way down to east coast park after school. and along the way at city hall, we ate ice-cream. haha. all because of mark! haha. ah pek ice cream is nice! haha. then our recce started at ecp. we were making super alot of noise along the way la. haha. and we jay-cycle alot of times! and i am always the suay one coz a car always come when i am crossing la! super paiseh coz the driver will just stare at u! :X haha. journey to national stadium, esplanade and boat quay was super fun! haha. and we came up with a kind of stupid head count cheer. haha. ask me and i will teach u. haha :) oh. and u know what. mark ate another ah pek ice cream at esplanade la! haha. he keeps eating lo. and we discussed for very long about what to eat after recce la. but in the end we were so hungry that we decided to just settle for macdonalds at ecp. haha. i feel so accomplished today! looking forward to the future recces! haha. and we broke alot of rules today lo. like cycling against the flow of the traffic on the road, cycling on the over head bridges and underpass where they said NO RIDING. FINE $1000. haha. then mark was like "oh. i have $1000 la" haha. damn funny lo! oh yah. we carried our bikes up the overhead bridge too! hehe. quite fun! oh shit. will the juniors be reading this? i hope not. they donno about my blog i hope. haha :)
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Saturday, April 15, 2006 @10:53 PM
i am so sick of my life right nowor maybe i am getting envious of your lifei know i shouldnt and i dont have tobut only if i can help itWHAT DO I REALLY WANT? ARGH.
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Friday, April 14, 2006 @10:50 PM
haha. yesterday was great. lets not talk about my legs. it still hurts now. but sports heats was really fun. haha. seven four simply rocks la! i bet no one can beat us! haha :) ms liew came down to support us too! woohoo. great ct with a great class.
climbing at climb asia was quite interesting too. actually didnt want to climb cos it was really hard to move my legs leh. but in the end i still succumbed to temptation. hehe. climbed abit la. it feels damn shuang! do you know that its super irritating to watch others climb when u cant? it so disgusting! haha. in conclusion, i climbed la. haha. what a lousy conclusion.
today is a nice nice day. shopped around with mama! bought a top from mango. like it alot :) oh. and i decided to make my own bracelets and necklaces from now on because today i saw one that i like and it cost like 23 bucks for that few wooden beads and strings! haha. dinner with jiaxing was nice too :) thanks friend! i wont talk nonsense le la. haha
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006 @8:33 PM
heyhey! haha. HC CAME IN FIRST IN THE WATER POLO CHAMPIONSHIP! haha. feel so happy for them man! finally win back our title :) haha. remember last year when hc lost almost every match that i went to support la. damn sian lo. yaye! at least i bring luck this time round! and our goalkeeper is damn seh la. haha. like him so much man! haha. seriously. he's super good lo. and he got short or almost no hair! which makes him look cute! haha. go keeper! haha.
hmm. ran 3+km just now. i realised i run faster when i am listening to mp3. hmm. maybe i should do that for napfa too. haha. kind of thought about some stuff and i am glad that all the 'uncomfortable-ness' is all gone with the sweat! haha :) i am a happy girl. and i will always be. oh. i am going climbasia tomorrow. does that sound exciting? haha. haven been there before! hope it will be fun! :)
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Monday, April 10, 2006 @6:42 PM
走了那么远，却发现你不在身边。自己走过了什么，自己都不了解。i love term 2 man. there's just so many holidays! haha. including all the council election days la. they are considered self-declared holiday :) haha. my class super enthu about sports meet la. hope we can win the best class or something like that la. we basically just join everything and anything. today was super funny! during pe we told ms lum that we want to train for sports meet then of course we went to the track. ran a little with them. haha. i am not interested in such competitions la. so i counted myself out :) i like things as it is! spare me from all these. yah. then our track and field captain aka jin yang went to bring out all the javelins for us to practise! haha. it was super cool. everyone just threw and threw lo. until mr teng aka the HOD of pe came along. haha. but he didnt scold us la. he's so nice! but imagine ten odd people standing in one row throwing javelins! woohooo. 74 rocks la. you cant deny that :)
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Sunday, April 09, 2006 @5:35 PM
BREATHE AGAIN
Have u wondered how it feels when it's all over
Wondered how it feels when you just have to start anew
Never knowing where you're going
When u face the brand new day
And it used to be that way
Now I just closed my eyes and say I
I just wanna breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little
Cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face the day
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little
Try a little more
I'll breathe again
Starting out again it's never easy
Disappointments come and go
But life still moves on
With the bit of luck
It's a brand new start
That might just work my way
No need to walk away
Don't wanna live a life's replay
Things would work out fine
If you can't find the courage to look past the night
To see the break of dawn
:) i love weekends!
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Saturday, April 08, 2006 @12:05 AM
went climbing today! haha. played frisbee too :) huiwen said she like me blogging in chinese! haha. ade is cool :P haha. i love chinese too! argh. i have alot of work to do. and i still cant get dou yu off my mind! i am crazy of this show la!
why is it that we always want to win? sometimes i think its okay to lose. i mean, whats so embarrassing about losing? why is it that everyone is trying to be the best? there's always someone better than you out there! life is just so terrible if we always force ourselves to perform for others to see or to impress others. whats the point? i dont see how we get anything out of it. maybe we should just enjoy what we are doing! life is short. maybe 30 years, maybe 50. you never know. so why torture yourself? i dont mind living a short life if we spent the time doing what i like. serious :)
在爱情理，什么算公平?
爱得深也伤得深。
其实我们心理不都默默地希望能够好好谈一场恋爱吗
看来我们因该对自己诚实一些吧
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Thursday, April 06, 2006 @7:45 PM
hmm. i have got alot of things to blog about! haha. yesterday was a fun day spent with climbing club. haha. thank you so much people! :) really enjoy playing around with you all. though sometimes we have different stands, get pissed with one another, feel sian diao-ed for donno what reason, i am still glad that i have you guys with me! serious. i like that feeling :)
finished watching dou yu. hmm. a very touching show indeed. made me think about alot of stuffs last night, which is why i look damn tired today!
我有好多话想说。真的。它让我重新想清楚自己的立场。故事中的主角对爱情的信心，对彼此的信任是让我十分感动的。想想，真可悲。谈过几次恋爱的我始终对爱情没有信心。他们对生活的热诚和理想的坚持真的让我感到非常羡慕和佩服。可能对很多自以为很成熟的人而言，他们的想法太幼稚，太不实际了。但我敢说他们拥有了我们一辈子都不会有的勇气。我们经常都在逃避自己的感觉，不是吗? 现在的我们实在太缺乏面对现实的勇气了。我明白。当初选择放弃不是因为我不爱你，更不是嫌弃你的不好，而是因为对爱情没有信心，更搞不清楚我的立场罢了。好想哭。不因为什么，只是觉得自己太可悲了。如果真的喜欢，就不应该放弃。故事中的女主角是这么说的。我似乎开始厌倦现在的生活。有时真的不明白做某些事情的意义。好想逃离现在的生活，想看看外面的世界。不管它有多危险，多不一样，我就是想去体验一下。现在我们过的，根本就不是我们真正想要的日子，不是吗? 只是身不由己罢了。约束太多了。或许你会认为我太天真，太无聊了。告诉你，我是非常认真的。十八岁的我们可以追求些什么? 可能就只想烘烘烈烈地谈场恋爱，保留一些难忘的回忆吧。。。因为将来的身不由己会比现在来得更多，更重。
actually thats my reflections. but i donno why they cant appear! :(
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