Tuesday, February 14, 2006 @11:11 PM
today is such a wonderful day! had a great time exchanging presents with friends in the morning. it was like chaos? haha. everyone's running around looking for people to give present and of course, ask for presents! thanks alot of xuyan, alison, wenyi, chaorong, kenneth, jingsheng, juli, guanyin, huiwen, weijie, oac guys, shan chin, eric, yihui, jiexiang, jiaxing and i cant remember who... haha. but thanks alot! you people simply made my day with all the chocs, brownies, cookies and the presents! especially to jingsheng! you rock man! haha. i will make you dont fall next time too! haha. i am a good belayer hor. at least i do squeeze check huh. haha :) *touched all over* by your present! haha. that sounds quite wrong. but nvm. oh. and thanks a million to jiaxing too. you proved to me that friends are for life. and that i never made the wrong decision in the past! haha. please give me part 2 of my present as soon as possible! haha. i am glad that we met too!
today while waiting for maths s to start, i was stoning at the class bench and started thinking about some stuffs. actually isnt valentines just another day of the year, another date on the calender? but why are all the couples getting so excited about this day like its the most important day of their lives? haha. i mean like whats so special about this 24 hours that couples have t o spent this special day together? i wonder if they really have to be exceptionally lovey dovey today! not as if they are not as nice to each other on the other normal days right? people celebrate christmas because its the birth of jesus? i think so right? supposedly st valentines sacrificed himself for a couple many many years ago and people started valentines in remembrance of him right? but how many couples actually celebrate valentines because of this reason? haha. i guess none. hmm. i have to agree that i used to be like those in love and kind of made this day a very special one on my list. but out of a sudden, i cant help but wonder whats t he point after all? :) its definitely more interesting to get pass with this 24 hours in a joyous mood than to live it like just another day! haha. in conclusion, i am still happy today! this is quite random i think.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Monday, February 13, 2006 @9:28 PM
today is the eve of valentines! hmm. its quite saddening that i have no one special to spend it with this year. but its okay! i am not lonely because i have lonely hearts. haha. we are going out for dinner tomorrow after maths s lesson to cheer ourselves up alittle! haha. actually i think valentines shouldnt be that bad if i have a group of lonely hearts to hang out with right? maybe i will feel kind of different :) i mean different kind of happiness? haha. i cant do without friends! spent quite alot on valentines presents this year, which is quite weird because i dont have a valentine, technically speaking. hmm. but friends deserve to be rewarded on this special day! especially friends that are single just like me! we are not lonely! i insist! :) started wondering a few days ago about what is it that i really want out of my life. or should i say now. suddenly find myself aimless and lost. i guess this should be quite common in many of us? at least i hope it is. i have no idea why am i feeling this way out of a sudden. it definitely feels quite scary because i just dont seem to be able to relate to things that are happening around me anymore! i suddenly thought of giving up hopes of entering medical school. and i forgot the purpose of me working so hard now! its quite disturbing :( somehow i did some things that i seem to regret after that and theres no way i can turn back time! hmm. just hope everything will be fine. ohhhh. valentines is such a sad day. just hope the next 24 hours will past very quickly! :)
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Monday, February 06, 2006 @9:32 PM
surf and sweat 2005 was great! haha. had lots of fun with oac + chaorong + andrew. haha. sounds quite random! anyway, benzene (which happens to be my group name) was super fun! haha. we simply rock man. haha. though we didnt win anything in the end, it was definitely a great weekend spent at sentosa! i love the sun and the beach :) and of course ultimate frisbee!
taupok!!!
benzene!
benzene again!
benzene in a game!
thank you so much. special friend :)
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
