i dont know if we should be blame or what. but what i feel is that we are part of the cause for this tragedy. it was an accident. we all know that. but does that mean he should just die like that because it was an accident? no one seems to be affected. we took a bus back to school. we still laugh and joke around. our lives still carry on like usual isnt it? no one seems to care. they said we are volunteers so they cant possibly blame us. i know what he meant. but does being a volunteer meant that we dont have to be held responsible for anything? i really wonder. if we had reacted faster, if we had seen him struggling, if we blew the whistle before he knocks out, maybe he will be fine by now. okay. he is partly at fault too, you may want to say. if he cant take it, he shouldnt carry on anymore. but he stopped. he really did. he clung on to the rope and quietly prayed that someone will notice him, blow the whistle and save him. he was too tired to do any other things i guess. i feel so sorry. so bad. so guilty. life is so fragile isnt it? maybe there are so many things that he wanted to do. maybe he was supposed to go for a holiday next month. maybe his family is waiting for him for dinner tonight. maybe he promised his daughter to bring her to the zoo tmr. he got no chance for these anymore. at that moment, he fought hard. to stay alive and conscious.