Saturday, October 29, 2005 @11:27 PM
this shall be a normal entry. haha. i am still fine :)
haha. have been pon-ing quite a number of lessons for the past week. really dont see the need to attend those review lectures! what a waste of time. and the school seriously have no idea how to schedule lectures! i can have one lecture at 8 and then wait until 2.40 before the next one starts! this is so ridiculous! waste of my precious time. haha.
so. me, juli, guanyin, huiwen, kenneth and chaorong went climbing yesterday! haha. since its just another stupid day with useless lectures. haha. this time round we have new recruits to join our climbing club! haha. but jingsheng cant make it. so my exco com is incomplete! hehe. by the way, i am just being random here. haha. so we climbed and had alot of fun! me, huiwen and juli stayed alittle longer and attempted bouldering. its really hard! but we still managed to pose some act seh poses! haha. keep taking photos with our hps. we really looked crazy man :)
then its faculty outing and class chalet. had fun fun fun. although the aircon was cold and i had no place to sleep until like 7am this morning... haha. but playing mahjong and stupid games and gossiping is fun! haha. oh. and before i went to HWA (handicapped welfare association), me and huiwen went to eat mango ice! its still as nice as ever. miss it so so so much. then we walked from bencoolen street to plaza sing! haha. damn funny and random! ;)
met a stranger twice today! at two different places where there's NO LINK at all. woah. is this fate? haha. he's cute anyway :)
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Monday, October 24, 2005 @1:51 PM
he's not fine afterall.
he wont be around anymore.
i dont know him.
and i know its too late to say sorry
but i am sorry.
all these could have been avoided.
all these.
not in a mood for anything now. tell me i am not wrong. tell me its not my fault. tell me not to feel guilty. please. tell me. just tell me. maybe i will feel better that way :(
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Sunday, October 23, 2005 @7:24 AM
new balance coporate triathlon 2005. i guess it feels quite nice helping out especially when i get the chance to paddle around in the sea. but an accident happened that made me ponder about some stuffs.
i dont know if we should be blame or what. but what i feel is that we are part of the cause for this tragedy. it was an accident. we all know that. but does that mean he should just die like that because it was an accident? no one seems to be affected. we took a bus back to school. we still laugh and joke around. our lives still carry on like usual isnt it? no one seems to care. they said we are volunteers so they cant possibly blame us. i know what he meant. but does being a volunteer meant that we dont have to be held responsible for anything? i really wonder. if we had reacted faster, if we had seen him struggling, if we blew the whistle before he knocks out, maybe he will be fine by now. okay. he is partly at fault too, you may want to say. if he cant take it, he shouldnt carry on anymore. but he stopped. he really did. he clung on to the rope and quietly prayed that someone will notice him, blow the whistle and save him. he was too tired to do any other things i guess. i feel so sorry. so bad. so guilty. life is so fragile isnt it? maybe there are so many things that he wanted to do. maybe he was supposed to go for a holiday next month. maybe his family is waiting for him for dinner tonight. maybe he promised his daughter to bring her to the zoo tmr. he got no chance for these anymore. at that moment, he fought hard. to stay alive and conscious.
if being a volunteer means you have to bear no responsibility for anything,
then i rather not be one.
i hope he will be fine. at least i will feel better
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Monday, October 17, 2005 @1:04 PM
ru guo ni bu shi ni
wo bu shi wo
wo men de shi jie hui shi she me yang de?
no more pride. no more da chang jin. no more stairway to heaven. haha. finished all the shows in 1 week time! haha. and i even completed another taiwanese drama! haha. feel so accomplished. :) got my econs papers. haha. i guess i am satisfied with it lar. its not as if i want to be some business woman or wad. haha :) zhi zu chang le! oh. just hope that i can pass my ang moh with at least a C5? haha. please let me pass! haha. I MISS RV! oh. thats nothing new anyway. pw is so sucky. haha. hope we can finish it as soon as possible... haha. i shall go and finish up my stuff :(
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Sunday, October 09, 2005 @2:15 PM
wo ku le
yin wei wo ming bai
yuan lai pa hei de ren shi wo
shi wo ji mo le
thanks buddy. if you ever read this. haha. though you din really cheer me up but thanks alot! we shall be great buddies for another 1 year and 10 months! haha and lets see what happen then. :) i am blessed to meet you.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Friday, October 07, 2005 @2:19 PM
hmm. finally its the end of promos. haha. though i know i am going to do badly for bio but who cares. its over. haha. whatever. :) went kbox-ing after bio paper! haha. had lots of fun and all thanks to the wonderful boxers i have! haha. juli, huiwen, guanyin, wenyi, kenneth and chaorong. haha. had a super high time in there :) fun fun fun! okay fine. i am starting to dread pw again. haha. this is so irritating! :( haha i still don feel like sleeping! haha. coz its the end of promos!!! haha :)
when's my hero coming along.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Wednesday, October 05, 2005 @12:32 PM
maybe i am just too tired.
too lazy.
to think. to wish. to dream.
2 days to the end of promos! arh. cant wait for it to end and to enjoy myself. haha. kbox outings and climbing and rowing! arh. that's life! haha. but for the time being, i shall be faithful to my notes :(
come on. i know you can do it :)
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
