Friday, August 19, 2005 @1:41 PM
i am not angel. you know that
hmm. there are so so many things happening these few days and i have so so so many things to complain about! oh dear. going to show my not-so-angelic me again. haha ;)
superstar! junyang was great. since derrick got kicked out of the competition. sadly. i think junyang is the next cute guy! haha. he can sing and he looks decent too. haha. and i seriously hope he gets in and weilian gets out. i am sorry to say this. but i really feel that he is not suitable to be a superstar lar. i have to agree that he can sing and sometimes it really touches the audience. but come on. i dont want to have a blind man as my superstar! its not that i despise handicapped or what. and stop saying that we should not discriminate against them and stuff. everyone's saying that we should not look at them differently, we should treat them like normal. but when everyone is giving him extra privilege and stuff, isnt it the same as viewing him differently from others? why issit that the judges always speak so differently to him as compared to other contestants? when he only sway right and left, they praised him for his great moves while when the others tried so hard to put up a good dance and only get criticised at. i mean. they are obviously being way too lenient with him? we are looking for a superstar here. so why issit that the criteria differ from people to people? you get what i mean? if the other contestants just sway to the music, will the judges still think that they are great? obviously not. yah. then you will say that because he's blind, so he cant make much movements on stage. and precisely! if thats the case, how can he be our superstar? really hope the people are voting for him because he is good and not because he is brave or whatever. i believe we are looking for a superstar and not a brave soul. haha. from this, you can tell that i have no compassion. haha. i dont mean to attack the handicapped here but instead i want to voice out my opinion about the thinkings of many voters
and another issue. i guess only my classmates will understand what i am saying. seriously, i dont wish to comment about her behind her back but i guess if i talk to her right in her face, i will be even mean-er (or issit more mean?) maybe one day when i cannot take it anymore, i will walk up to her and tell her how i feel about the whole thing about her! come on lar. you are 17 and so please behave like one. stop acting cute in front of people when you know you dont look cute at all. just in case you dont know, you are not cute. ok. fine. that one aside. maybe you dont mean it or you are just unaware of how cute you are. can you be more responsible for your actions? we all have our own commitments and when you chose something, please make sure you fulfil it. and when you arent responsible, dont blame anyone for telling you off. because what we saying is nothing but the truth. wake up girl. working with you is a sickening chore and i am really so sick of it. i am so glad that pw is ending in few months and that i have endured the past four months. if you dont want to contribute, its fine. but please stop thinking that you are contributing alot okay? it makes me feel like puking. i know crying is good for health. but please cry when there's a reason. dont waste your tears. it wont make people pity you but get irritated instead. arghx. forget it. i am just crapping here. if you dont understand, it's okay. perfectly alright.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
