Tuesday, August 30, 2005 @7:48 AM
pw is so sucky!!! arghx. cant wait to finish it man. seriously hope our 2nd draft for written report can make it. really put in alot of effort already :(
going back to rv on wed! hhaha. so fun! get to see everyone again! looking forward to it man. wonder how's everyone doing? but its so sad that most of my teachers left rv already. so actually i got no one to visit... haha :)
ohoh.. haha. i bought a crumpler! hmm. its dirty green and orange. i actually thought it was brown until i saw it just now! hahahahahhaa. but its nice nice nice! haha. at least i think so :) but sometimes i feel its a little big for me? aiyah. whatever. i am not that small anyway. hehe.
when i say i miss you
i really do
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Saturday, August 27, 2005 @12:32 PM
Heaven Knows [by Price Rick]
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.
And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Chorus:
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
(Repeat Chorus except last line)
Bridge:
'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?
(Repeat Chorus)
Heaven knows... heaven knows.
only heaven knows what i am thinking
i need you. i need someone
nice song! love it so so much. its weekend again! oh dear. my long-awaited weekend! haha. ran quite alot this week. haha. need to gear up for sunday's run! just hope that we can finish in 35 minutes! that's our aim :) haha. going to get a nice ring and crumpler too! haha. miss shopping with mama. love her so much! next sunday there's another run! haha. but i am going for the t shirt only. so guess we wont be really running? we can just jog! and its like 10 km. arghx. hope i can make it -__________-"
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Tuesday, August 23, 2005 @11:00 AM
Dear Miss Foo Xin Yu,
Congratulations! You have been nominated by your friend for the Annual BITCHawards 2005!
This is to certify that you have attained the highest level of honour in our recent BITCHawards, which awards yearly commendations to people who have inspired fellow countrymen to bitch about others. You’ve been a wonderful role model for the younger generation. The fact that your attitude sucks is a clear indication why you were awarded the highest honours this year.
I am proud to be able to award you with this prestigious award. The details of the commendation ceremony are as follows:
Day/Date: Saturday, 03 September 2005
Time: 1000 – 1300 hours
Venue: 133 Mark Lane
London, England
EC3R 4NE
Attire: Formal
We understand that Miss Foo is currently residing in Singapore. Our Personal Relations – International Liason Officer, Miss Genevieve J. Simmons will be contacting you soon on the booking of your air tickets and the arrangements for accommodation when you come for the commendation ceremony. All fees will be fully paid by the organisation.
Please reply either by email or call us at 7782-234-7635 (Look for Miss Simmons) to indicate if you will be attending the above ceremony as soon as possible.
We thank you for your kind cooperation and understanding. We look forward to seeing you there at the ceremony.
Thank you.
Yours sincerely,
Clive Richard
Chairman
International Bitching Federation Ltd (UK),
Celebrate Peace and Love Foundation (UK)
(This is a computer-generated letter. No signature or authorisation is required.)
hahahhahaha. this is so damn funny!!! hmm. should i be angry or wad? whatever... i just find it so funny and wenyi says it will make a good blog entry! haha. maybe i should like email the person or wad? hmm... trip to london! :) oh and why is the chairman a guy?!?! hmm...
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Friday, August 19, 2005 @1:41 PM
i am not angel. you know that
hmm. there are so so many things happening these few days and i have so so so many things to complain about! oh dear. going to show my not-so-angelic me again. haha ;)
superstar! junyang was great. since derrick got kicked out of the competition. sadly. i think junyang is the next cute guy! haha. he can sing and he looks decent too. haha. and i seriously hope he gets in and weilian gets out. i am sorry to say this. but i really feel that he is not suitable to be a superstar lar. i have to agree that he can sing and sometimes it really touches the audience. but come on. i dont want to have a blind man as my superstar! its not that i despise handicapped or what. and stop saying that we should not discriminate against them and stuff. everyone's saying that we should not look at them differently, we should treat them like normal. but when everyone is giving him extra privilege and stuff, isnt it the same as viewing him differently from others? why issit that the judges always speak so differently to him as compared to other contestants? when he only sway right and left, they praised him for his great moves while when the others tried so hard to put up a good dance and only get criticised at. i mean. they are obviously being way too lenient with him? we are looking for a superstar here. so why issit that the criteria differ from people to people? you get what i mean? if the other contestants just sway to the music, will the judges still think that they are great? obviously not. yah. then you will say that because he's blind, so he cant make much movements on stage. and precisely! if thats the case, how can he be our superstar? really hope the people are voting for him because he is good and not because he is brave or whatever. i believe we are looking for a superstar and not a brave soul. haha. from this, you can tell that i have no compassion. haha. i dont mean to attack the handicapped here but instead i want to voice out my opinion about the thinkings of many voters
and another issue. i guess only my classmates will understand what i am saying. seriously, i dont wish to comment about her behind her back but i guess if i talk to her right in her face, i will be even mean-er (or issit more mean?) maybe one day when i cannot take it anymore, i will walk up to her and tell her how i feel about the whole thing about her! come on lar. you are 17 and so please behave like one. stop acting cute in front of people when you know you dont look cute at all. just in case you dont know, you are not cute. ok. fine. that one aside. maybe you dont mean it or you are just unaware of how cute you are. can you be more responsible for your actions? we all have our own commitments and when you chose something, please make sure you fulfil it. and when you arent responsible, dont blame anyone for telling you off. because what we saying is nothing but the truth. wake up girl. working with you is a sickening chore and i am really so sick of it. i am so glad that pw is ending in few months and that i have endured the past four months. if you dont want to contribute, its fine. but please stop thinking that you are contributing alot okay? it makes me feel like puking. i know crying is good for health. but please cry when there's a reason. dont waste your tears. it wont make people pity you but get irritated instead. arghx. forget it. i am just crapping here. if you dont understand, it's okay. perfectly alright.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Wednesday, August 17, 2005 @10:37 AM
haha. its like so so long since i last blog! :) haha. just too lazy to sign in and write an entry about what happened and stuff. completed level one rockclimbing. woah. had lotsa fun that day! climb and climb and climb. haha. all i remember was me trying to get to the top! :) haha. completed six and half walls! yyupyup. sounds great!? next time gonna do more!
i am officially peeling. and it is so so so disgusting! every one is like asking me whats the problem with my skin... arghx. whatever. i just cant get tan -__________-"
today i am a happy girl. i ate dou hua!! fantastic :)
completed the first draft of written report for pw. haha. feel so accomplished! yeah. at least my group managed to produce something? haha. but definitely, there will ALWAYS be some slackers in a group that make others damn pissed. arghx. cannot stand her. not doing anything and keeps thinking that she has done ALOT?!?! yahyah. trying to act cute all the time and lag around during meetings. arghx... whats her problem! she better don't do better than me in the end. if not i will just scream at her and MOE because she don't deserve it at all!!! arghx. fine. i am not an angel.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Friday, August 12, 2005 @9:04 AM
hmm. today's the first day of school after the long long 5 day break! arghx. i miss holidays... haha. spent 3 days at east coast coz of the 2 star kayak course. hmm. had lotsa fun i guess. and i became tanner. hope i wont peel again -_________-" haha.
wenyi's back from london today! yeah. finally. and she bought me a pair of flip flops. haha. its so nice.. and it fits perfectly! i love wenyi ;) haha. hope she like our present too...
ran 3.2km today. woah. such a long long time never run le. haha. feel so fit after the run. but... we succumb to the temptation of the london dounuts right after the work out! haha. thats so sad! arghx... so in conclusion, we became unfit again. haha.
tomorrow is friday. and then its weekend again! yupyup! i love weekends. haha. especially those without dad coz ladies rule the house! haha. thats quite mean of me :P
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 @12:48 AM
reading a book love rules.haha. interesting book! when it comes to love, should you listen to your head,
your heart, or your best friend?
i dont believe in happy-ever-afterit doesnt mean my future will be misery-for-evermore madly in love is merely phenylethylamine
its just a natural amphetamine
thats why its addictive
just the same hormone released during high risk sports & eating chocs
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Friday, August 05, 2005 @10:21 AM
arghx. so sad. after so so so many attempts i still failed. haix. din managed to convince my father to let me go outward bound korea :( arghx. i really wanted to go so much! arghx. cried my hearts out last night. i knew this will fail anyway. but i am glad at least i really tried hard to fight for what i wanted. understand his reasons and i guess this is how parents think. especially when they have such a careless daughter. i shall brace myself! this is not the end! heard that there will be a sri lanka oversea cip soon. haha. hmm. its a tsunami relief thingy if i am not wrong. haha. this is a blessing in disguise!! to all my classmates that are going to korea, have fun huh! though i cant join you all. but i can visualise myself in the igloo with you guys. hahahhhaa. that sounds stupid. :)
ade is a strong strong girl
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Wednesday, August 03, 2005 @12:30 PM
no one rocks like you do!
thanks brother!!! :)
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Monday, August 01, 2005 @9:42 AM
yeah. i am officially a certified first aider :) haha. completed the course yesterday. finally. after three saturdays spent at the red cross society! haha. great! met up with ah long for dinner last night. hmm. sort of dreaded it since it was my treat! oh dear. haha. we went to try the new restaurant at taka. woah. the jap one. its really damn cool. haha. its like you have to cook your own food and something like that. haha. since i only at $20 with me, ah long had to make do with it. haha. and in the end he topped up for me. haha. for dessert, we went to starbucks. coz i had a sudden craving for oreo cheesecake! haha. :) what a glutton. haha. sat down and we really talked. haha. mostly about life and relationships i guess. hmm. it feels so different talking to him and my other friends. hmm. maybe he's too mature or am i too naive. either one i guess.
actually i can imagine myself with a kid and no husband u noe. hmm. ah long say it's crazy to think this way. but why get married when you dont want a husband? i agree that all of us need someone beside us to share our joy and sorrow. but should this be the reason why we get into a relationship? i thought it's because you want to be the someone of the person you love and thats why you want a relationship. isnt love supposed to be self-less? why do things always seem so contradicting to me? we say something but we do otherwise. we are such weird creatures! haha. or maybe i am the only weird creature around. haha. what am i thinking about?!?
oh. and on my way home yesterday, while waiting at the bus stop, there was this couple. i think the guy is from ns or something like that because he had no hair! haha. and they were like kissing right in front of me! oh dear. and the most important thing is they are blocking my view of the bus!!! haha. this is so irritating. haha. but i thought i should be nice and just move away to let them enjoy themselves. haha. :) what a great day spent huh. love my weekends!
hmm. and basically i lagged my whole sunday at home! i love weekends coz the pace is simply toooooooooo slow! haha. oh. and there's this obs korea in december! i want to gooooooooo!!! but its like so damn expensive :( eh. $2300 i think. i haven discuss with my dad yet. but i really really really want to go... arghx.
i forgot how to smile. teach me please.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
