Monday, August 01, 2005 @9:42 AM
yeah. i am officially a certified first aider :) haha. completed the course yesterday. finally. after three saturdays spent at the red cross society! haha. great! met up with ah long for dinner last night. hmm. sort of dreaded it since it was my treat! oh dear. haha. we went to try the new restaurant at taka. woah. the jap one. its really damn cool. haha. its like you have to cook your own food and something like that. haha. since i only at $20 with me, ah long had to make do with it. haha. and in the end he topped up for me. haha. for dessert, we went to starbucks. coz i had a sudden craving for oreo cheesecake! haha. :) what a glutton. haha. sat down and we really talked. haha. mostly about life and relationships i guess. hmm. it feels so different talking to him and my other friends. hmm. maybe he's too mature or am i too naive. either one i guess.
actually i can imagine myself with a kid and no husband u noe. hmm. ah long say it's crazy to think this way. but why get married when you dont want a husband? i agree that all of us need someone beside us to share our joy and sorrow. but should this be the reason why we get into a relationship? i thought it's because you want to be the someone of the person you love and thats why you want a relationship. isnt love supposed to be self-less? why do things always seem so contradicting to me? we say something but we do otherwise. we are such weird creatures! haha. or maybe i am the only weird creature around. haha. what am i thinking about?!?
oh. and on my way home yesterday, while waiting at the bus stop, there was this couple. i think the guy is from ns or something like that because he had no hair! haha. and they were like kissing right in front of me! oh dear. and the most important thing is they are blocking my view of the bus!!! haha. this is so irritating. haha. but i thought i should be nice and just move away to let them enjoy themselves. haha. :) what a great day spent huh. love my weekends!
hmm. and basically i lagged my whole sunday at home! i love weekends coz the pace is simply toooooooooo slow! haha. oh. and there's this obs korea in december! i want to gooooooooo!!! but its like so damn expensive :( eh. $2300 i think. i haven discuss with my dad yet. but i really really really want to go... arghx.
i forgot how to smile. teach me please.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
